For one more year, I will leave my status as a senior high school students
It feels just like yesterday I was happily laughing with joy because I was accepted as a student at St. Louis 1 Senior High School , Surabaya .
It feels just like yesterday I was happily laughing with joy because I was accepted as a student at St. Louis 1 Senior High School , Surabaya .
I still remember how the first time I wore my school uniform and I was proud of that, it's like being a different person.
First day of school, I stepped in front of the school gates happily , how I was so grateful when I learned that I was at school with girls (Irrienia Devi , Elisabeth Puspita , Grace Veronica , Marcella Kusumo) who have been willing to be my best friend ever since I was little , when I wore red and white uniform , the pride of kids elementary school
The orientation of any student I spent with feeling nervous because I met lots of new people. Can you imagine, in my first day at school, I realized that there are more less than 500 students in the same generation with me. (and I whispered) Woooow ! it would be awesome if I could know them one by one
After the introduction of school, my high school life began. Many people said that the senior high school was the most wonderful times as a teenager, but then I don't feel any pleasure, because of what? All my whole day at school that I had spent isf fulled with work, exams, papers and other
At first time , honestly I said that I am very stressed by the circumstances, not to mention with all of my activities outside of school . Aaaargh I feel that I never had enough time for sleep
Few months later , I tried to be realistic to deal with the fact that all the things like that I have to face every day in this school, if before I was always complaining. Then I tried to be enjoy through all the activities and hope that I will not be a crazy person when I was a student at this school
I was lucky, because there are friends and family who always give support to me
After I went up to grade 11, all began to change slowly, I began to familiarize themselves with all the activities and the tasks with high standards in schools .The situation was getting better after I started to learn to think positively and act wisely
11th grade was felt passed so quickly. After passing all tests, examinations, activities of the organization and satisfaction following the competition at various places and having fun , having a party with my friends, now I was sitting in 12th grade.
12th grade in my dictionary is like a HELL of a senior level high school. why ? because automatically , all of my activities will increase in line with the approach of many seconds before the national exam. no longer watch movies, partying, having fun, shopping, hanging out that I do like before, but tutoring activities, learning, tutoring and learning
no longer the busyness of the committee or the competition as before, but I was busy to do all the tasks and spend more time to test preparation exercises
And honestly I said , "I was so tired and feeling very depressed with all this , it's enough !" but then , I try to think more mature, all of these should I go through just for my future, to make my parents proud of me . So many times I said to myself ,"You must be strong, believe that you can get through all this very well ." And hopefully it goes according to my expectations
no longer the busyness of the committee or the competition as before, but I was busy to do all the tasks and spend more time to test preparation exercises
And honestly I said , "I was so tired and feeling very depressed with all this , it's enough !" but then , I try to think more mature, all of these should I go through just for my future, to make my parents proud of me . So many times I said to myself ,"You must be strong, believe that you can get through all this very well ." And hopefully it goes according to my expectations
My last year at this school, I started thinking, if the time to go to university later on, I'll be parting with my friends that it might not meet again. it's hard to imagine that I would lose the people who like them , especially my friends since I was childhood. We are always one school since elementary school, and I can not imagine if we'd split up, their own life path. Hearing all their stories, seeing them change, seeing how great they were in my eyes. Those girl who always comforted me when I cry, who always had a creative idea to make me laugh, those people who persistently fought with me.
and tonight I want to say a prayer
"Lord, thank you for all that You have given me so far, You've been willing to send me incredible people to be my best friends . Please save them , God. wherever they are . I hope someday I will be with them for one more time. Amen"With all the pleasure and sadness that I pass, making me feel that the high school is the most wonderful time and being a St. Louis 1 Senior High School girl is the best thing I ever live so far
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