anonymous

Everyone says that you only fall in love once, but that's not true, every time I see and hear your voice I fall in love all over again.

cinderella story (read : jadi babu)

Minggu , 4 Oktober 2009
BadSunday


Hari Minggu seharusnya jadi hari santai buat semua orang yaah bisa dibilang seharusnya jadi hari yang menyenangkan , tapi buat aku , hari Minggu yang aku lewati = NERAKA
Berawal dengan aku bangun di pagi hari dengan matahari sudah terbit duluan (baca : aku telat bangun), setelah jalan beberapa langkah dengan tampang lesu dan gontai , aku akhirnya sampai di kamar mandi dengan selamat meskipun ada insiden kejeduk pintu (untuk kesekian kalinya) dan juga diiringi dengan omelan mama karena aku telat bangun.
Setelah aku selesai mandi , dilanjutkan dengan sarapan , pisang goreng , sandwich dan susu hi-calcium . Oke , cukup kenyaang akhirnya :)
Sarapan , ganti baju , berdandan lalu berangkat ke gereja . Pas di gereja sampai aku di rumah lagi , belum ada tanda - tanda yang menunjukkan kalau hari ini bakal jadi hari SIAL . weel , saya pun masih tertawa bahagia
Begitu aku nyampe di rumah , lepas sepatu , masuk ke kamar , JENGJENGJENGJENG , tiba-tiba mama manggil aku dengan suara nyaring dan lantang bak komandan upacara pas upacara 17an (oke gue agak sedikit lebay haha)
Dengan segera dan terburu - buru , aku menghampiri mama yang sedang di dapur , eeeh ternyata

mom     : "kak , tolong bantuin mama beres - beres rumah ya?ngga berat - berat kok."
saya      : (agak bingung) "lho , emang si mbak rom kmn ma?"
mom     : "mbak rom hari ini kayaknya ga dateng deh  , minta bolos hari Minggu . buktinya jam segini juga belum dateng."
saya      : (mengangguk dengan lesu) "ooh gitu . yauda , terus aku mesti ngapain ini? jangan yang aneh-aneh ya ma nyuruhnya~"
mom     : "ah ngga banyakkok . kamu cukup nyapu aja , terus ngelap-ngelap , beresin kamarmu skalian sama kamar adek juga , abis gitu bantuin mama masak ya ntar agak sorean kamu ngepel . terus eeh jangan lupa anjing anjingnya dimandiin juga"
saya      : (teriak dalam hati) WHAT ! GITU KATANYA GA BANYAK ?! wanjiiing~ (mulai keluar kata2 aneh di dalam hati gue)
               "HA ?mama bercanda ? katanya tadi ga banyak? itu sih emang ga banyak tapi BUANYAAAAK !"
mom     : "lho ? segitu banyak ? halaah gapapa deh kak , skali-skali biarin mbak rom berlibur hari Minggu"

oke aku bisa nerima alasan 'skali skali biarin pembantu libur di hari Minggu' , tapi yang g bisa gue terima kerjaan gue banyaknya amitamit jabang bayi~

saya      : "iyaiya ma , ntar aku kerjain . tapi mama juga bantuin ya . masa aku kerja semua sendiri? ntar berat badanku turun" (haha mama paling kasian kalau tau berat badanku turun :p)
mom     : "iya gampang"

setelah perbincangan panjang nan lebar itu , aku pun ganti kaos tipis dan celana pendek bali (sebelumnya masih pake rok , abis dari gereja) . Pergi ke dapur dengan pakaian seperti itu , aku mengambil sapu , kemucing , lap kaca dan semprotannya , lalu aku mengikat rambut dan mulai bekerja ! oke bisa kalian bayangkan bagaimana tampangku waktu itu kan?
Hal pertama yang aku lakuin adalah beres beres kamar . Ngga ada kendala yang berat sih , secara kamar saya emang uda rapi *winkwink , jadi tinggal nyapu aja . Puas uda bikin kamar semakin kinclong , lanjut beresin kamar adek saya I Gede Nyoman Angga Vedanta . Pertama disuruh beresin kamar si gendut itu , aku nyantai aja dan aku pikir 'ah kamar anak SD , palingan juga g ada apa-apanya , ga bakal ada buku kimia dan soal-soal matematika yang bertebaran di lantai dan tempat tidur' well , dengan semangat 45 aku membuka pintu kamar adek tersayang dan HASILNYA ........jrengjrengjreng

SUPER DUPER BERANTAKAN LUAR DALAM !


oh my Goooooooooooooooooooooood ! oke , ada CD - CD games yang bertebaran di kasur , selimut yang belum dilipet , bantal dan guling dimana mana (ada yang di kasur , di lantai dan di kolong kasur) , laptop dibiarkan menyala di atas meja , di sebelah laptop ada komputer yang monitornya baru tapi kok uda berdebu semua sejak dipake si adek , ada kemeja dan celana panjang si adek yang tidak tertata rapi di atas kasur , kayaknya dia abis ganti baju terus dilempar dengan seenak udel , ada bungkus permen Sugus , Frutella tp ga ada permennya , dan masih banyak lagi
setelah aku memaki adekku dalam hati dan ngedumel sendiri , akhirnya aku beresin juga kamarnya yang penuh debu dan bau pesing (adekku masih ngompol apa??) . Waktu beres-beres , aku nemuin sepucuk kartu ucapan di dalam laci belajarnya (fyi : dulu itu meja belajarku) .
Merasa mengenali kartu ucapan itu , aku membukanya perlahan dan betapa terkejutnya karena ternyata itu adalah kartu ucapan selamat ulang tahun untukku dari seorang teman yang spesial , aku bener-bener kaget setelah sadar kalau kartu itu dia kasih ke aku dengan kado sebuah boneka saat aku berulang tahun yang ke 11 hmm berarti kartu itu sudah 6 tahun lamanya ada di laciku . oke out of the topic

Beres - beres kamar selesai ! mama mulai berteriak dari dapur dan menyuruh aku untuk membantunya memasak . Semangat ! karena merasa aku cukup pandai memasak meskipun baru belajar , tapi aku tetep PD bantuin mama masak . Tapi kesialan pun dimulai , mendadak mama ditelvon oma dan diminta ke rumah oma buat ngurusin sesuatu , oke aku oun ditinggalkan dengan resep - resep mujarab .
Pertama , motongin cabe merah 10biji , bikin aku mulai meneteskan air mata dengan lebaynya sambil menahan ingus . Cabe selesai , lanjut bawang merah dan bawang putih .aaaaragh bisa kalian bayangkan betapa melasnya wajahku waktu itu ?sendirian di dapur , nangis - nangis bombay sendiri gara2 motongin cabe dan teman-temannya . TIBA-TIBA seekor cicak pun jatuh dan saya pun terkejut lalu menjatuhkan wadah yang berisi potongan-potongan cabe dan bawang tadi ke lantai , lalu dengan tidak sengaja menyenggol gelas yang ada di situ dan PRANG ! hancur berkeping~ dengan tampang tak percaya aku melihat keadaan dapurku setelah insiden 'kecil' itu . potongan cabe dan bawang bertebaran di lantai bersama pecahan - pecahan gelas , well IT'S SO BAD ! damn it ! di tengah kegalauan apa yang harus aku lakukan , tiba-tiba mamaku datang dan langsung mengambil alih pekerjaanku tapi sambil mengomel panjang lebar . huuuft
Setelah acara masak yang gagal , aku memutuskan memandikan anjing-anjing . Mereka aku mandiin di depan teras , oke semua berjalan lancar sampai kesialanku berikutnya terjadi . Pintu pagar terbuka , dan anjingku , Trizy berlari dengan girangnya ke luar rumah . panik ?JELAS ! dengan badan yang besar dan berambut hitam cokelat , siapa yang tidak horor melihat tampang anjing betinaku yang gagah perkasa itu?bisa - bisa orang seperumahan pada pindah semua
dengan terburu-buru , aku langsung berlari keluar rumah dan mengejar Trizy , dan dengan bodohnya , pintu pagar lupa aku tutup kembali dan alhasil membuat anjing kecilku , Rybee ikut berlari keluar rumah . damn it !
dengan nafas terengah engah , eeeergh aku berusaha membuat kedua anjingku balik ke kandang . melihat anaknya belari lari keliling komplek untuk mengejar anjing , papa merasa kasihan lalu membantu
Masalah anjing selesai . tapi itu cukup menguras tenagaku dengan berlari tanpa memakai sandal zz jalanan panas .
Dengan sisa tenaga terakhir , aku mengelap pintu kaca di dekat kolam dengan penampilan bak upik abu dan perasaan mau pingsan lemah letih lesu menghantui dengan penuh kesialan
Pekerjaan selesai , aku memutuskan bersantai dan menonton TV , bukannya membuat pikiran tenang , tiba-tiba mama datang dan duduk di sebelahku lalu mulai berkata-kata tentang para cowok bibit bebet dan bobotnya . Bukan hanya itu , mama juga mulai berceramah tentang perjodohan dan tetek bengeknya . hell-o mommmmmy im still SEVENTEEN ! dan aku belum berniat nikah dalam jangka waktu 1bulan~
Menyadari suasana hariku semakin suram dengan semua kesialanku  , mama memutuskan membiarkan aku menonton TV sendiri well , okay i feel much better now
Tak terasa hari sudah sore , aku mulai bergumam ,"shit ! abis gini harus nyuci mobil"
Akhirnya aku berjalan mengambil lap dan menuju ke teras tempat mobilku diparkir , tiba-tiba mama memanggil aku dan berkata ,"ga usah dicuci deh kak mobilnya , besok aja skalian mau mama bawa ke bengkel."
Hati gembira pun menyambut ,"hahaha beneran ma? gitu kek ngomongnya daritadi" saat aku berjalan kembali ke ruang keluarga , mama memanggil dan berkata lagi ,"lho ?km ngapain di sini ?katanya mau potong rambut , ke salon sana lho , creambath skalian"
HORAAAAAAY ! finally , hari Mingguku yang melelahkan kayak pupup ini diakhiri dengan memanjakan diri ke salon , tapi aku harus pergi ke salon sendirian~ grrrr
hmm buat kalian yang sedang menikmati hari Minggu dengan tenang dan menyenangkan , berbahagialah :)
Sekian.



just give me L

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.


-Sam Keen-

i'm proud to be a woman

Broken heart is something which is very unpleasant. The world looks so annoying and very painful to go through . Maybe we ever realize that all the problems that we face is not as bad as we imagine. Many things we can do but sometimes we just sit on our bed and cry to face the reality. As a woman, sometimes we are considered weak in dealing with these problems . But in fact, it need to be recognized or not, I feel if the girl was ten times stronger than men. Women in general much more use feeling and common sense in making decisions. That's why I am proud to be a woman. There are some tips that I have done to forget all my problems, hmm I know that it can't make our problem disappear in quick time, but at least can make ourselves more valuable :)







  • First . Don't often open his Friendster or Facebook account . It'll make you angry and upset when you look at his profile, he was in love with the other woman
  • Second . Treat yourself to an activity or activities that is your hobby. Pamper yourself with the hobbies you enjoy. 
  • Third . You've to do away with the introspection . Try to flash back, what makes  this problem happened, with the thoughtful and introspection by yourself then you won't repeat your mistakes 2 times . So for your next love story maybe you can say ,"hey goodbye broken heart !"
  • Fourth.  You've to go with your bestfriends who can make you happy  . Girls nite out !(sounds great , right?) Going clubbing or just as pajamas party made you'll forget him for a moment.
  • Fifth . Don't ever look for an escape love. Don't try this one. Because if you are looking for a fake love you just destroy someone's feelings that you have created escape. And this will be a new and complex problems in your life . 


sneakers


Here’s a closer look at the upcoming Laker Air Force 1 designed by Eddie Cruz of Defeated. It features a bright yellow swoosh on a purple reptile-like upper with red sole that matches the ‘West’ varsity badge woven on the tongue, and a ‘0.44’ on the heel for Nike’s .44 Sticky Rubber in the sole.




 



an awesome collaboration between sneaker boutique DQM and Nike using the Air Max 90 Current Huarache as their canvas. The upper will feature many different shades of brown red and pink that wil all come together to create an awesome colorway










The Nike Dunk High “Thrashin” sample pics leaked sometime ago and many people immediately thought that this was a custom gone bad. Love it or Hate it the “Thrashin” Dunk has definitely created a buzz among the sneaker scene and it looks like this will be a highly anticipated release when it drops in the states.








Some new Dunk High’s are now available at Proper and other stores. The Dunks on the left feature a black/plum colorway with metallic silver accents representing the “East” on the tongue. While the Dunks on the right come in a goldenrod/grey colorway and striped back panel.









This is another pair of a well done make-over on the Nike Air Force 1 as offered at 21 Mercer Street’s Bespoke area. A two-toned Brown denim covering the sneaker’s front and midsection including the Swoosh and a Brown/Teal Safari-look leather on the heel. A touch of Yellow was applied on the midsole and laces that gives the earth colors a break.












 A lot of people actually like the new design of the Nike Auto Flight, which is why we are proud to announce that a new limited edition Auto Flight will be dropping this September,









Here is a first look at the newest Half Cab from Vans, this is the new Vans Half Cab Pro Tri Tone Red. The upper, true to it’s name features three different tones of the color red, and are accented nicely by teal.



Nike has just released a nice new colorway for their All Court model for the ladies. The all court has a very vintage feel and the only difference between the All Court and the Blazer is a rubber toe cap and a thinner swoosh. This is a very simple and clean colorway but we’re sure it will get mixed reviews from the ladies due to the vintage look.



for anyone who's become a good person, please buy me one of the shoes options above . I really want it ! who want to buy for me, you will be blessed in heaven *winkwink



St.Louis 1 Senior High School

For one more year, I will leave my status as a senior high school students
It feels just like  yesterday I was happily laughing with joy because I was accepted as a student at St. Louis 1 Senior High School , Surabaya .


I still remember how the first time I wore my school uniform and I was proud of that, it's like being a different person. 


First day of school, I  stepped in front of the school gates happily , how  I was so grateful when I learned that I was at school with girls (Irrienia Devi , Elisabeth Puspita , Grace Veronica , Marcella Kusumo) who have been willing to be my best friend ever since I was little , when I wore red and white uniform , the pride of kids elementary school


The orientation of any student I spent with feeling nervous because I met lots of new people. Can you imagine, in my first day at school, I realized that there are more less than 500 students in the same generation with me. (and I whispered) Woooow ! it would be awesome if I could know them one by one
After the introduction of school, my high school life began. Many people said that the senior high school was the most wonderful times as a teenager, but then I don't feel any pleasure, because of what? All my whole day at school  that I had spent isf fulled with work, exams, papers and other
At first time , honestly I said that I am very stressed by the circumstances, not to mention with all of my activities outside of school  . Aaaargh I feel that I never had enough time for sleep

Few months later , I tried to be realistic to deal with the fact that all the things like that I have to face every day in this school, if before I was always complaining.  Then I tried to be enjoy through all the activities and hope that I will not be a crazy person when I was a student at this school
I was lucky, because there are friends and family who always give support to me

After I went up to grade 11, all began to change slowly, I began to familiarize themselves with all the activities and the tasks with high standards in schools .The situation was getting better after I started to learn to think positively and act wisely
11th grade was felt passed so quickly. After passing all tests, examinations, activities of the organization and satisfaction following the competition at various places and having fun , having a party with my friends, now I was sitting in 12th grade. 

 
12th grade in my dictionary is like a HELL of a senior level high school. why ? because automatically , all of my activities will increase in line with the approach of many seconds before the national exam. no longer watch movies, partying, having fun, shopping, hanging out that I do like before, but tutoring activities, learning, tutoring and learning
no longer the busyness of the committee or the competition as before, but I was busy to do all the tasks and spend more time to test preparation exercises
And honestly I said , "I was so tired and feeling very depressed with all this ,  it's enough !" but then , I try to think more mature, all of these should I go through just for my future, to make my parents proud of me . So many times I said to myself  ,"You must be strong, believe that you can get through all this very well ." And hopefully it goes according to my expectations 


My last year at this school, I started thinking, if the time to go to university later on, I'll be parting with my friends that it might not meet again. it's hard to imagine that I would lose the people who like them , especially my friends since I was childhood. We are always one school since elementary school, and I can not imagine if we'd split up, their own life path. Hearing all their stories, seeing them change, seeing how great they were in my eyes. Those girl who always comforted me when I cry, who always had a creative idea to make me laugh, those people who persistently fought with me. 

I do not know if later I will find people like them again . Laughed with them, doing crazy things together, yeaaa I never thought that it was going to end  , because soon, we will live our life according to own choice
and tonight I want to say a prayer 

"Lord, thank you for all that You have given me so far, You've been willing to send me incredible people to be my best friends . Please save them , God. wherever they are . I hope someday I will be with them for one more time. Amen"
With all the pleasure and sadness that I pass, making me feel that the high school is the most wonderful time and being a  St. Louis 1 Senior High School girl is the best thing I ever live so far

style 2009






 

 
























a part of the fashion world in 2009 which is interesting for me